It was so unexpected seeing you this weekend, don’t get me wrong, I’m always happy when I see you or when we hang out. I get there & you’re so shocked as am I because we weren’t even going to hang out, thank our drunken friend for picking me up at my house. You run to me, smother me with kisses & you don’t let go.
The night is over, it’s 2 a.m. you drive me home telling me that you’re sorry cause we don’t hang out often but because you distance yourself to people cause you’re dealing with your problems, I get that. But then you tell me that you hang out with that friend & that other friend doing that & this. Okay so you don’t wanna distance yourself from people, just me. I don’t understand you sometimes, but at the same time I know you better than you know yourself, I pretty much know you more than anyone else does. I get it, you want to distance yourself from me. & that’s okay. even though you are my favorite person in the world who happens to be my best friend in the entire world.